ahhh..just came back from mid week service..maybe not just..haha..nvm...was wondering if i shld post as im using the com dat has a lot of problems..will suddenly; go blank or something..ahh..hope it doesnt anw as u can tell i decided to post...haha..anw,today's message was great..The Judgement seat of Christ..yup...after the rapture of the church we will all come before God and face God den all dat we have done on earth for Christ will be evaluated..those who lived for theor own pleasures instead of God's and depend on their own efforts to do things will have nothing to offer to God when they come before Him..everything will be destroyed...they won't have the crown to throw at His feet but those who obeyed God's law and lived lawfully and those who lived for Christ and depended on Him will be rewarded....they will be rewarded with God's praise..well done, thou good and fatithful servant...wat a reward!Its the best reward to hear God praise "well done, thou good and faithful servant"..oh how we shld look forward to recieve the reward..the praises of God n the crown which we can throw at His feet..may we not face the Judgement with regret..n be ashamed to come before God as we have done nothing to glorify Him..may we all be able to recieve God's reward....press on for God and look foward to His reward right now...Dear Lord, help us all to live lawfully by obeying your laws and fully depending on you in watever we do, help us to realize that we are unable to do things by our own efforts..help us depend on you Lord for you can do anything but fail.Lord i pray that you will make us faithful servants after you ...Lord help us to live for you and press on for you and look forward to your reward..may we all be able to hear the words "well done" from you, Lord..help us to follow you watever it takes..I pray all these in Jesus name, Amen.
Press on for God...tonight's message has been an encouragement to me..hope it will be the same for all of u! Take care..

ahh..im finally updating my blog..after 6 days..not dat bad lah..but the longest so far..haha...well..dat means that school is getting busy with all the homework,tests n trainings..haiz now so busy...and really tired...buy yay! the weekend is here..a time to recover my sleep,to catch up with my work,to have fun, to spend time with God's people and to worship the almighty God..what a privilege!yeah..haha..im always looking forward to the weekends..haha..anw, wanted to blog abt tues mid week service but didnt have time so i shall update abt it now...yupp..went for tues mid week service..the msg..Rapture of the church..i loved the msg! the msg felt so real to me...well i didnt really noe much abt the rapture of the church b4 the msg...yupp..so i learnt quite abit abt it..there was like akind of mixed feelings in me..i felt peace knowing dat i wont need to suffer the 7 yrs tribulation as God will take his chrildren with Him..however at some point when pastor mike said dat the rapture of the church will happen in the twinkling of an eye..1/11 of a sec(i think)i felt really sad and burdened for the lost.. as when the rapture of the church happen it will be so fast dat we will not even know and when dat happens we will not be able to reach out to our friends anymore..the work of God will stop and we will not be able to do anything den..n all the unsaved will suffer 7 yrs of tribulation which there will be calamities dat no one had seen and 1/3 of everything will be destroyed!The rapture of the church and the tribulation is approaching and so if we don't reach out now..we won't have another chance when the rapture of the church takes place..and our unsaved friends n relatives will be heading into the eternal lake of hell..O Lord, revive us now dat we will get busy for you and waste no more time waiting for we are living in the last days and the rapture of the church can happen instantly, Lord show thyself strong, shine through us and help us to reach out to our friends with our testimonies,Lord i pray for tmr's amazing race,Lord guide ronald as he organises the game,Lord i pray for those inviting their friends, Lord help us to make them feel welcome and give us a sweet spirit, help us to shine through our testimony and that you will be glorified.In Jesus name, Amen.

ahh..updating again...haha...getting busy this week...looks like the school presure is taking its toll...sigh..school work is coming!!ahh...nvm..have to get used to it..the school life...well..looks like everyone is getting busy too...many pple r under stress..not being able to cope with the work dat is coming in...not understanding wat is being taught...yupp...n many r struggling..many r dirfting away from God..many r losing their fire for God...wat else can we do but pray...Dear Lord, You are our Father who ever watches us,Lord be with us us the school work comes piling in Lord,it is this time when we forget abt u..Lord,help us not to forget u Lord,bring us closer to u Lord n make ur prescene known,help us noe dat u r always there for as you will never forsake us,lord help us regain the fire for you and make it an everylasting one,may we all have a fire for u dat will never extinguish..Lord help us to read ur word without fail each day n may Ur word impact us n may we live for You everyday! In Jesus name,Amen.
Tmr outing to east coast...so sad i cannot go..haiz..nvm..seeya during teens fellowship!take care everyone!

ahhh...2nd day of 2nd week of school...looks like everthing is still fine for the moment..haha..but starting to not understand maths even though there's homework on both E n A maths everyday..haha..but nvm..wtill work harder...hmm..just came back from the mid-week service...was good but unfortunately i was super tired yup..so i kinda lacked concentration..sad..next time must take notes..haha...helps me to focus...anw..was just thinking back on the few days of loneliness when i cldn't feel the prescene of God...hmm n now dta im thinking back..i realised dat i felt really sad n discouraged..one of the most sad n meaningless days in maybe a year?yup..n though it was only a few days of loneliness..it was enough..a few days of loneliness was definately enough...n this made me think of those who are heading to hell right now...they will be seperated from God eternally..it will not only be a few days of suffering...but eternally suffering in hell without the love of God...can we as Christians bear to wait n see souls entering to hell...n never being able to know God n experience His love???
Dear Heavenly Father, i thank you for the adversity dat u have put into my life recently that i was to realise the seriousness of souls going to Hell and dat i was able to regain the fire i once had for You...the fire to win souls..the fire to add souls to Your kingdom ...Lord, i pray for all the teens Lord, we know dat our school is our mission field, Lord help us to reach out to all our classmates,even though its just the 2nd week of the school term help us to shine for U dat others will c You in us n dat You will be glorified Lord, Lord we know dat we are living in the last days as You have shown us in Your word, You are returning again n the world is coming to an end,Lord help us to be ready for you coming,help us now in our daily life dat we will put You first in everything dat we do, dat we will reach out for You and live for You Lord,help us to be ready for Your second coming.I thank you and i pray all these in Jesus name,Amen.
Yup...we are living in the last days...n the world is coming to an end...but before it does will you do your part to reach out to those around you dat more may noe Jesus Christ as their Lord n Savior? Will you do your part n will you occupy till He comes...R u ready for his second coming?

ahh...its the last day of the week today...haha..which means the wekkend break is here!!!haha..the time dat everyone is looking forward to since sch started...anw..hmm, school has been fine for the 1st week n maybe once again its bcos there's not much homework..but training strtaed so things r goin to get worse...yup...nvm..dats the way of school life..anw went to school today..only got 5 lessons i think...bio,hist,chem,higher cl, n lit...haha...so few cos today end early but sadly cannot go home n sleep..i had training....until 4.30 plus...sigh..but today's training was not so bad cos got some new sec ones come den we teach them some new stuff...haha...den came back n realised i forgot to bring the hse key...i left it on my table...great...so i waited outside my hse...n i forgot to bring my phone too...so i waited outside my hse for an hour or so was reading my book n newsweek...haha...den finally me dad came home n yeah..i cld finally enter the hse...haha...so blur..yup...didnt go for worship today..sad..want to go but dun think can go church so often now...yup.....hmm...at the end of the week, lots of thanksgiving to be given unto the Lord..Dear Lord, I thank you for this wonderful first week of school where we can all adjust back to the school life...i thank you for the new classes as well as the new classmates dat u haev put ard us, though there maybe some whom who dun really like but im sure You , Lord put them in our midst for a reason and help us to fufil dat purpose for You Lord in due time, Lord i thank you for all the adversities dat u have brought into my life this week n i noe that u allow those problems n difficulties in my life for a reason and I pray dat u will show me the reason for each adversity U bring into my life,Lord..Lord once again i thank you for seeing the teens through the first week of school and I pray dat we will be able to be shining testimonies for You every single second, I thank you in Jesus name,Amen.

hmm...decided to post again after reading kenneth's blog...after reading calvin's blog i thought abt it and felt dat dat is also happening to me...i went for outreach on wednesday but somehow i didnt have the fire n excitment i usually had on other times but i wa sstill a little excited but after the outreach when i went home i felt very alone..i cld't feel the prescene of God and i was lonely n i kept praying n praying..praying dat the Lord will bring be back again, but after reading calvin's blog...i realised dat it was not God dat had moved futher away from me, but it was me dat moved or ran away from him...n dat was bcos of the sins dat i have committed...but after confessing my sins i felt much better n i hope to be on fire for the Lord once again!!!meanwhile, i shall pray..Dear Lord, I thank you for helping me realise dat u had never forsaken me and dat it was me dat ran away form u, Lord help me to come back to you, if i had sin agianst you i pray dat u will forgive me n i pray dat nothing will hinder my relationship with You, In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

ahh..almost a week of school has passed..last day of the week..yay!!finally the weekend...haha...something i look forward to...hmm..well school hasnt been so bad at the moment...not much homework..dats probably the reason..haha...when the homework start coming in den maybe i will change my mind..haha...kidding..anw,i guess everyone is starting to get busy again...and as a result some are moving further away from God...some feel like something is not right with God and they feel that they are alone...n dat includes me..but fear not!!Remember that God is always with us..no matter where we are n wat we do...He will always be there for us..but no doubt that we will have a period of loneliess..a time when we want our will to be done and not God's will...but God's will is perfect why dun we want His will...why dun we surrender and let God's will be done??? well...as someone told me dat its not easy to have even the simplest faith in time of loneliness...yupp..dats true n i agree to dat...but prayer solves it all...prayer is power!yupps...Dear Lord, i thank you for the first few days of school, that everything has been fine so far, Lord, i pray for those who feel lonely and feel that something is not right between You and them,Lord bring all of us back to You dat we might remember You even in the time of the business of school, Lord give us the determination to read ur word without fail each day, Lord help us not to compromise our quiet time with u and we find joy in You each day, Lord as we will soon begin the second week of school in a couple of days, help us to continue to shine for You dat we will be good tetsimonies in school, dat we will shine in class as well as at home,Lord give us servant hearts dat will serve unceasingly for You, Lord you said dta we are the light of the world, help us to shine for the world...In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

hmm...school has started...sigh...haha...the new year has started and the wonderful holidays has ended...yupps...anw..went to school 2 days liao..but both days also didnt do much..only the admin stuff...yup...lessons haevnt start yet...first 2 days is orientation...super boring...haha...nvm...tmr lessons start liao...good n bad..haha..got things to do liao...but later to much work to do and all the business of school sets in again...hmmm...but more importantly as school starts...so does our mission...our mission for reaching out to our classmates in school...preparations have been made in the year 2004 of fullest training...many of the teens have gone for m3 classes as well as outreach and i believe dat all of us r well prepared and now is the time to put to use what we have learnt...2 days have past since school started and i hope dat these 2 days haev been good..dat we have been able to shine for God...hmm..some have had problems in school already..problems with the class n teachers... and doubts abt God..welll the devil is attacking and when dat happens..all we can do is to pray...Dear Lord, I pray for those who are having troubles in school Lord, some r not too happy with their classes,classmates n teachers and some r begining to doubt You, Lord, Lord i noe dat this is a spiritual attack, the devil is trying to put thoughts into our head and blurs out vision abt You,Lord, Lord bind the hands of the evil one and be with those who are suffering from the devil's attack,Lord bring them back to You Lord, bring them back into Ur loving hands dat they might find themselves close to You again Lord and dat all their doubts abt You will be cleared and that they will be able to shine for you again Lord, Lord help all the teens to be a shining testimony in school and at home...May we bring glory to Your name...In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

Blessed new year everyone!!! its the year 2005....!!!! haha..by dat means school is starting...sigh...but nvm this yr will be a year like never b4..haha...we will all have a target that we can work towards throughout the year..to be a shining testimony and glorify our Father in heaven...n reach out to out classmates....souls are entering into the lake of everlasting fire...hell is enlarging itself..every second...can u bear to wait another second n see souls being seperated from God eternally...the tsunami has taken many lives n many have gone to total destruction in hell...its a wake up call for christians...wake up!! its time to wake up and get busy for God...as school starts we will probably forget everything which we had done during the holidays...all the promises we made for God..may we be revived throughout the year...every min n every sec!!!Lord, i pray for all the tsunami victims, many have gone to hell and we cna do nothing abt it now, but Lord help us realise dat we can still do something with the survivors.Lord be with the family members who lost their loved ones, Lord be with them in a special way and touch them in a special way dat they might noe u and Lord wake us up from our deep sleep and give us a passion for souls Lord, an everlasting one, may be have a burden for souls and as school starts we realised dat our mission field is our school n classmates..Lord help us to reach out to them, help us to be good testimonies...dta we will shine infornt of them in both word n conduct adn that they will see u in us and it will glorify ur name, may we not put ur name to shame..In Jesus name i pray,Amen.