Funny isn't it?
How sometimes you wish
you could just know the answer
Putting an end to all the ambiguity,
the countless question marks
and 'what ifs'...

But when the answer slowly unfolds
and the picture becomes clearer,
it's almost to the extent
that you wish you didn't know
and now you're hoping
that you can be in the 'ignorance is bliss' stage

A purpose behind it all,
there always is
Just got to trust

it's not easy...

Thank You.
Know its not a coincidence,
help me to make the most of it

While I'm Waiting by John Waller

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord


Even as waiting takes a different form this time round
Help me to wait on You
Patiently
Faithfully
Unwavering
Help me to keep running the race
even while I wait
I'm learning
I need You, Lord

So many thoughts,
most came and disappeared from memory space,
but one lingered

The distraction that it caused,
the almost immediate thought
of heading down straight after
Not the hope of doing something great
but just being there,
even if it helps only a tiny bit

Guess no one knows
in any way,
to remain the same
or time to change?
Unknown
But there's always a hope,
not only clinging onto memories,
but looking ahead
whatever it may be
It's a gift from above.


Mixed feelings on another.
First of its kind perhaps,
at least pertaining to this
in memory space
Wonder why

Then came to the realisation,
that certain thoughts are for a reason;
to serve as a stepping stone
to more pertinent issues
It's like a sign along the road
that drives us to think in a certain way
cause hanging on to the initial thought
is something one can do without

Staying on track...
Something I've always held on:
If you're missing something
you want or should have,
don't dwell on it
but move on
And more than that,
make the most out of it
such that it overrides the inital 'lost'
or at least comes close enough
You just got to move on.